Many apologies go out to Kyle Katz for the unfortunate mis-posting of this wonderful story. This is her entry into the finals of the contest and was overlooked by prob’ly all of us that read Thorn’s essay on Almost Avalon. Please read and enjoy and leave Kyle some love for this beautiful story of All I Want….
Halting red light. The boundaries are set. The red light of life’s miseries lingers too long…thinking!
Yellow light has a little leniency. I need to dodge in-between traffic to cross. Pumped up on yellow adrenalin of danger. A caution of unknown could be coming… I trust my instincts.
Infamous green light…more shadows of questions– give birth– where the hands of God’s placement are much more delineated.
How far should I go? How much do I really want to see? I plunge forward. All I really want for Christmas is my detachment from outcome. Tis the season to let go…let goD.